![]() No, if Zhang Hao was going to change his life in any way, it would be of his own accord. ![]() Zhang Hao had seen it happen plenty of times before with the people around him, in TV shows, in books- dramatic stories of relationships being broken up in favor of newfound soulmates, of lives being uprooted to accommodate complete strangers because it was simply "meant to be." Well he simply could not fathom how anyone would let a concept as unexplainable as soulmates change the course of their life. He just really didn't want to end up in a situation where things like "fate" and "destiny" interrupted whatever goal he was trying to fulfill. However, it's also why anytime someone even so much as insinuated that he was meant to be doing what he was doing, he immediately shifted routes out of spite. It's how he stayed true to himself all his life. Everything he did was according to what he wanted. He was always someone who was in control, that's just how his personality was. And that peeved him in a way he could not really understand. However, if nothing is an accident and everything is predestined, then is anyone really free?įrom the moment Zhang Hao was old enough to understand that soulmates existed, he was burdened by the fact that there was someone, or some ones out there that were simply meant to be in his life, whether he wanted them to be or not. Sometimes, in a world where soulmates exist, it feels like nothing is an accident. (See the end of the work for more notes.) i don't think it will be super obvious anyway since a lot of this fic is just zhang hao drowning in his own brain (which is filled with hanbin huehue) **also, this fic is like pretty canon compliant as i anchored a lot of my story to actual events from the show but that doesn't mean i kept it 100% accurate- this is still fiction after all so please keep in mind that i took some minor liberties. I haven't written in many years so forgive me if it feels stilted! i still hope you are able to enjoy. and the fandom has been quite lovely overall so i'm here to give some of those good vibes back. i am grateful for all the positive energy they've given me in recent times as things have been so rough. ![]() stanning them feels so fresh and new to me and the joy i've received has been so pure. It's an understatement for me to say that i'm SHOOK at how much i love zb1. which is kind of crazy because i can't say i've ever stopped loving kpop but when you've been in the fandom for 15 years, things kind of lose their shine. i don't know what that show put in my system but i am so genuinely invested i feel like i'm learning to love kpop and fandom all over again. Not boys planet/zb1 literally dragging me from the grave to write this. ![]()
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